Lots of nightmares from my new medication, and some random panic attacks, hoping soon it settles down.
It’s been pretty shit ngl. My mental health only seems to get worse. I did however go to dinner with my sister who I haven’t seen in a while, so that was nice. Also, I bought a new monitor. Still sad though.
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Job hunting so it’s stressful and disheartening but could be worse
Too much shit, not enough time. I need each day to last like 2 weeks to get through half of what I need to do, I need at least three times the energy to get through one third of what I want to do. There’s never enough time, it suuuucks
My dryer stopped working, but I have a multimeter and narrowed the problem down to a fuse that I can easily replace. So: damp but looking up.
Work-wise: bossman, who is quite a bit of a micromanager, took a week-long vacation. I think you guys can guess what happened lol (almost no one showed up in the office… well the new hire & the lab manager did, also I still came in a few days but anyway)
Also I am fairly certain that the root of my sickness for the past 6-7 weeks was mostly psychological, so I’ve been trying to go outside & enjoy life a bit more. So far it seems like it’s working
Besides a bunch of heat-related issues, my week is going really nice.
Are you freezing cold? Because it is soooo cold where I live right now. abnormally extra cold!
Nope — I’m too hot, it’s Summer here. (South America.) My feet are slightly swollen, they always get this way when it’s too hot for too many consecutive days; I don’t feel in the mood to do anything serious; my sleep schedule went haywire; so goes on.
On the lighter side of the things I prepared some homemade strawberry ice cream and it rocks!
Oh wow! It doesn’t matter what temperature it is, I’m always ready for I’ve cream! And strawberry is a great choice for flavor!
It’s okay enough, nothing abjectly wrong in my personal life. My depression has been annoying though, anhedonia through the roof. I’ve been going to bed by 6 because I just don’t want to do anything. I gotta figure something out.
My week has been fine, thanks.








