meow meow meow
but why boys which i know wants become big hairy looksmaxxing men, why girls which i know want grow to women etc etc
i only seen dysphoria but opposite of gender dysphoria when cis boy dysphoric that he look feminine and weak in puberty and want to grow to big hairy masciline super men
how the SRS feels? pain? aethestic? dilatation? price or its covered?
i would prefer zero depth SRS or nullo, i hate vaginas and dicks plus its less risky
but seems like only orchie affordable, danke putler…
i want FREE surgeries like in progressive EU countries such as france
i know trans women from russia, she a year in france by lgbtqia+ shelter in VERY UNSAFE environment and she is poor now but she getting free surgeries right now… already done tracheal shave, going soon to BA
but i dont like her rly, as well whole russian trans community such as centre-t, t-action etc etc
every trans girl starts with femboyish skirt and programming socks
anyway 80℅ femboys is egg trans girls
how to get rid of face dysphoria: dont compare to cis girls at my age, they fucking DOLLS, mostly with TON of makeup, older women look normal but sometimes with TON of lip filler, i fucking hate doll industry in russia, in every house in my SMALL city at first floor there beauty salon
FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY or how russian laws never work,
offical website of plastic surgeron in Ekaterinburg,
which have Feminizing & Masculinizing surgeries which says THEY ARE FOR TRANS PPL ALSO
and he still doing BA and FFS INSIDE RUSSIA without gender marker change
Matveev a petersburg ffs surgeron also not cencor at all his trans FFS work
so is only SRS illegal in russia?
also prices are democratic too, maybe i should get FFS some day
idk for me it only for a moment then one day my state maybe okay by next day my head is trash
i suspect is prolactin flustrating(confirmed by three labs when a day before was horny)
i understand that is natural process that should be exist and IT MUCH MUCH better than on T and low libido but heh dysphoria
my castrated cat also still maintaing him sexual function…, so it more about psychology not hormones, funny that him pp also didnt athropy for a years without testosterone
i want compression underwear to tuck better
maybe should try
don’t planning
if not it i definitly would get zero depth vulvoplasty (im ace) or nullification(better)
realistic is get orchie and less is penectomy
hmmmm how costs nullo? if its cheap it possible to make it … especially in thailand like in russian propagandist TV(its easiter much to get in thai and costs also than somewhere in EU) or turkey, serbia is also VERY easy to travel here
i take sertraline but it useless should i ask my psych to change to that definitly get ER?
no, i would taking cypro but Teva stopped manufacturing it and androcur under sanctions(how the fuck other bayer meds exist but it disappered after war)
OUR!!, OUR RUSSIAN!!!)))) Pharmasyntesis making cypro but is get out of stock super fast(100℅ is only OUR RUSSIANS girls buy them) even if lucky can get cypro injections
idk about bicalutamide is available casodex, teva, and OOOUUUR generics
spiro, idk i dont like it
i seen resellers in moscow with all ru delivery they sell estradiol valerate injections (neofollin) from czechia for ~30 eur for one box
but those sites look strange and scammy eg same title and photo for multiple diffrent sites
yay cool !!
injections? are you in US ?
i not seen much prescribtion injectables in EU market except neofollin
and there no injections at all in russia (((((((
im year on estrogen lol, and mom not against it here is more about expression, social role
im always hated moscow i hate this megapolis
bashkortostan and in young city in the north borders with udmurtia(try to find on openstreetmaps)
moscow is stupid putin dick lickers i seen videos from moscow from tatar-bashkort and many moscowians nazi bullying them thinking that they from middle east or armenia georgia but THEY BORN IN RUSSIA IN RUSSIAN ETHIC GROUP
and even video with semi passable women to the whole runet that she trans that is bad in moscow but i think just women with trouble passing
st petersburg i dont like climate anyway i hate megapolises
honestly i think it safe enough here and i ~passing so no problems
want i leave russia? honestly no i dont fucking care in which govrenment i live
parents are supportive, with hrt, ok with transitioning after social problems such as school, and some other
my mom bought and chosen women jacket for me by herself, and omg its soo light and comfy have enough space in hips and overall look good, she said to try pink hoddie stayed in the fitting room before us
they ok with name change
being independently from them is lose hrt “sponsor” :3
also they avoiding deadname, and gendered words like son, etc but still doesnt gender me as girl and honestly i dont care much because there no triggers like son deadname etc
also do women & girls in your area wear hyperfem clotches like dresses, skirts? in my area I VERY RARELY see women wearing dress or skirt especially young
so im also didnt want them
heh im venting here now because my psychotherapy start only from next week and then every week
tyyy