I went through the same thing and it was a recurring source of dysphoria for me until I started HRT. Crying rocks!
Nordic trans woman, stereotypical programmer. Loves long walks on the beach?? Way more cute than she should be. Determined to live her life finally.
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I ”terrified” a coworker this exact way once, he began seriously doubting his abilities as a programmer. He was ”so slow”. Worked out well because now he is a quite successful business man. Anyway I’m undiagnosed but plan to get it done privately soon.
No one told you when to run // You missed the starting gun
This song motivated me a lot, graduated at 30.
Now if only I had known that they started letting transbians transition, then I would have done that much sooner too. Wasted so much of my life.
3 grand here (public health care refuses to cover it if you can keep a job)
Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto ADHD memes@lemmy.dbzer0.com•Do you know how many times I have to re-read your comments?!English2·7 days agoBut that’s… normal
Right?
Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•What body changes would y'all want in a trans humanist sci-fi future?English8·8 days agoNah. I have spent a lifetime wishing for unrealistic transition options. HRT, SRS an FFT are close enough to magic.
Except I have to change from the default in flight simulators too.
Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto Lesbians@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Did they like me romantically or just platonically/queerplatonically?4·26 days agoI’m getting ace vibes here. Maybe they don’t like dating because it has always lead to the other party wanting sex, which could have lead to trauma, too.
Having a crush says ”romance” to my ears but for an ace person this doesn’t necessarily translate into sexual or sensual desire. How are they with emotional intimacy, e.g., sharing the details or their trauma and triggers?
Just my pure speculation as a very sleepy outsider. Good luck to you both <3
Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto ADHD memes@lemmy.dbzer0.com•Relatable, Daniel Kwan... RelatableEnglish3·28 days agoThank you for the info! My psychologist would be who can refer me to an evaluation, or at least let me know how many years of waiting I’m in for.
Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Your opinions on my DIY plans (and some other questions)English21·28 days agoTesting FSH and LH before HRT is a good idea. I know several people who found out that they are intersex because of weird FSH/LH levels.
Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto ADHD memes@lemmy.dbzer0.com•Relatable, Daniel Kwan... RelatableEnglish4·29 days agoThat sounds pretty good actually, especially the part about feeling relaxed. I relate a bit too much too these memes and my girlfriend has AuDHD but isn’t taking any meds for it, and I think she seems completely normal, she’s very similar to me. So maybe yet again I’m not like most people?
I’ll bring it up with my psychologist. (Just hope it will not end up with me being discriminated against, the system here is very ableist).
Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto ADHD memes@lemmy.dbzer0.com•Relatable, Daniel Kwan... RelatableEnglish5·30 days agoHow has your life improved?
Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto Out of the loop@lemmy.world•What in the world happened with internet browsers in Vietnam this may?71·1 month agoView the data by ”Browser Version” and it is revealed that Chrome 112, an old version, suddenly got popular. Doesn’t really seem to be something people would voluntarily chose to use, so there is something else going on.
Pure speculation: some popular product in Vietnam got a software update and is misidentified as Chrome 112, whereas before it was missing completely in the dataset. Maybe a iptv box or something.
Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•I wish I could be trans againEnglish9·1 month ago40 and people in their 20s think I’m about their age. Estrogen is magic. Good luck! P.S. I started without the approval of the gatekeepers.
Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto Video Game Art@sopuli.xyz•Castle of Dr. Brain, front cover US DOS EGA 3.5" disk release, by Sierra On-Line (1991)English5·1 month agoI loved this game when I was a kid
An example of flat design I suppose. It it preferred because it lets us download our Pringles faster.
Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto She-Ra@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Posting she-ra memes cus it's less scary than trying to come out7·2 months agoVery cool, did the same like two years ago. Best thing ever. I have two really great girlfriends now and people call me beautiful. ❤️Went better than I could ever have imagined. Hope it will go well for you too.
Gwen@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto She-Ra@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Posting she-ra memes cus it's less scary than trying to come out6·2 months agoSo what are you coming out as?
Go for it