
I think really it’s something you need to make peace with, but it can be hard to do without some support. It takes a lot of energy to suppress feelings like that, if it’s something you really enjoy, you’d be hiding yourself from your partner and watching it behind their back etc. Just thinking about that scenario is exhausting, it’s filled with shame and guilt. Be yourself. Enjoy your life. Get humiliated by women who enjoy the pleasure you get from it
Death by a thousand cunts