I dressed up in the pink skirt I ordered, dark blue sweatpant bottoms, and a thick leather jacket that hides most of my features. And a mask over my face to still hide the moustache…
It was midnight on a Sunday so zero people out in my neighborhood. It was calm and quiet and chilly and empty. Made me feel… more okay with it. And then I went home and stared at myself in the mirror for like half an hour.
Haha im so fuckeddddddddd
Wow, this brought back a wave of nostalgia for me from my early early years. Before I came out to anyone, or even fully acknowledged it myself, I would take walks through the woods at dusk. I remember the times the sky would be a wonderful hue of pastel pinks and blues and I would think, “wow its like it knows”. I could walk around wearing whatever I wanted and just stand there as the birds fluttered by and the squirrels were spastically trying to remember which tree their home was in. They didnt care what I was wearing. They didnt care who I was. They just cared that I was present. It was peaceful.
I haven’t done that in a while. Maybe I’ll take a walk tonight. Thanks for sharing 💜
You should take a walk, theyre always nice, and the fall weather is crisp right now.
Man, I should drive out to the forest and wander around out there as well. That sounds like a good time to figure myself out.
Glad to share <3
I found one of the first pictures I took of the sky :)
Thats so prettyyyy omg
It really was :) if my experience is any indication of yours, the best is yet to come. I could never even imagine being where I am now while I was walking those lonely trails. I hope you can experience that too!