cross-posted from: https://piefed.social/c/asklemmy/p/2138089/what-do-you-know-of-something-like-this

I made a blender model and animation of this thing I experienced to show how it looks like and moves, and to use that as a way to find out if someone knows what it is, where or why. I don’t know much more and am wondering what others know based on their encounters. It’s somewhere at some time, seems huge. The discs are flattish and don’t reflect light other than from the edges. I’ve tried posting in a few communities and get mostly aggravated answers, or overtly focusing on how I got this knowledge (almost like I’ve done something forbidden when it’s not an aspect I care about), and one got modded hidden.

    • funkyshoe@piefed.socialEnglish
      31·
      20 days ago

      dooderoni nothing in this is caused by voices or sights that aren’t there or difficulties to distuingish what’s present or in the current space, no extra thought patterns, paranoia, mood effects etc.

      I appreciate the concern and other commenters went there too. Even in online pre-screening quizzes none of the symptoms are anywhere related.

      People don’t need doctors when they remember where their keys are or get an external inspiration and such.

      • Bohne93@feddit.orgBanned from communityEnglish
        23·
        20 days ago

        And that every single schizo on this planet claims to be perfectly lucid doesnt concern you, because youre just build different, i guess

        • tomiant@piefed.socialBannedEnglish
          3·
          20 days ago

          You should see a doctor because you are schizophrenic. Don’t believe me? That’s the schizophrenia talking.

        • funkyshoe@piefed.socialEnglish
          3·
          20 days ago

          I’m saying that the disorder has actual distinct symptoms to it. And many of the patients and their doctors recognize them and notice a difference during care etc.

          I’m not built different, nor displaying anything spectacular or worrisome.

    • Apytele@sh.itjust.worksOPMEnglish
      2·
      20 days ago

      Hi so I’m genuinely an inpatient psychiatric nurse.

      OP is maaaybe describing a hallucination, but they’re not reporting paranoia, their language choice doesn’t exhibit disorganization, and they’re not arguing any observable fact, they’re just speculating on a spiritual / metaphyiscal interpretation of the world. Hallucinations themselves even have a wide variety of interpretations outside of the western world that are not pathalogical in nature, and often people in those cultures with similar neuroatypicalities live much longer happier lives compared to those in western society. And even if we do classify it as a hallucination, that doesn’t even mean schizophrenia. They can be singularly spontaneous and never occur again, they can be drug induced whether as part of individual’s healthy or unhealthy use, or in many cases as part of a cultural or spiritual ritual.

      Please stop spreading misinformation in my sub about BOTH mental illness AND spirituality or I’m gonna ban you. Or you can feel free to use the block button to block things you don’t personally want to see. That’s what it’s for.

      • funkyshoe@piefed.socialEnglish
        21·
        20 days ago

        Thanks for your take. Not even a hallucination by the wikipedia definition, there was no interference with senses or what’s in the current environment. If one wants to find some kind of a metaphysical analogue, it could be like gaining a memory of an event from another plane but I digress. It is what it is.

        I’m more worried about people not recognizing what humans have always done but maybe disregard.

          • funkyshoe@piefed.socialEnglish
            1·
            20 days ago

            The synthesis from the other thread is some kind of a multidimensional gimbal lock that displays quantum superpositions getting aligned in a pulse

        • Apytele@sh.itjust.worksOPMEnglish
          21·
          20 days ago

          Look I don’t even really get into metaphysics for the most part I tend to prefer the more grounded spiritual aspects but a) math / geometry itself is pretty damn grounded and b) the fascists won’t see much of a difference while they’re gunning us down so there’s not much point in me trying to create a divide between us either.

          • funkyshoe@piefed.socialEnglish
            2·
            20 days ago

            I’m sometimes interested in how math and quantum physics continue to re-describe some kind of ancient knowledge of our universal connection.

            The fash are using horoscopes and esoteric rituals to fuck with us so we might as well learn why.

            • Apytele@sh.itjust.worksOPMEnglish
              2·
              20 days ago

              Oh I love me a good esoteric ritual. Gives my subconscious a nice open conduit to yell at me through. Tarot cards are my particular jam. I use the astrology aspect mostly for scheduling observances.

              • funkyshoe@piefed.socialEnglish
                2·
                20 days ago

                yeah any tools/practices to learn about the subconscious, shared or invididual based on philosophies, is rebellion in this age of attention stealing forced energy drainage.

      • Bohne93@feddit.orgBanned from communityEnglish
        22·
        20 days ago

        Im not trying to spread misinformation. That was merely a test to see how convicted you are to percieving the holy patterns of the metaphysical world. Congratulations, you passed, please await further instructions.