Ok. Ive just asked Becky Chamber’s agent an SFSS itw.

Stay tuned.

Ok i gotta go work now, and its more than enough for today. Feel free to comment honestly my posts.

See ya later, alligators.

Mods: this is a one-time thing. I promise.

And talk to me ffs, so that i adjust my behavior.

Another snippet from my autobio

Psychosis: an introduction

Psychosis is the combination of delusions and hallucinations. Mine lasted a full year, for two reasons.

1. First, I didn’t know the symptoms, so I believed in it completely. T, on the other hand, knew them. When he went into psychosis, he couldn’t help believing his delusions, but he still knew he was delusional. A bit like OCD: the sane part of the mind watches helplessly as the other part goes off the rails. T always ended up in the psych ward pretty fast.

2. The other reason had to do with the nature of my delusion. I thought the cops wanted to recruit me, then punish me. During a conversation with my late father, I told him: “listen, there are 30 cops listening to us right now and cracking up.” Him: “what?” Me: “nothing”: I had “understood” there was some kind of tacit contract and that I wasn’t supposed to say anything. So I kept everything to myself.

#psychosis #t

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jqnC54vbUbU

To everybody: use this thread as a thoughtd dump place. Write whats on ur heart.

We are stronger together.

Im writing my martian autobio, as i said. Here are a few samples:

(im poor & have just enough money for food and a roof, i hope this book will be a (relative) success)

NDE

Take it for what it’s worth, but our family dentist is Vietnamese (quite remarkable, really: she spends one month every year in Vietnam volunteering dental care for addicts in their “rehab centers”), and she knew my father well. He ended up in a coma before dying last year.

She told me she had also been in a coma herself, for six days, but hers was punctuated by an NDE (near-death experience). She rose into a sublime, luminous place where all suffering had ceased.

There were other kind people there (sometimes almost a little too welcoming), though she didn’t know any of them.

They were communicating through something other than words.

She wanted to stay, but her survival instinct took over.

Coming back was extremely painful.

Afterwards she told me: these are only words, and I’m doing my best, but it’s like asking a fish to describe life on land.

I asked her whether she had remained Buddhist afterwards, and she said yes!

#nde #vietnam

And

Preface

I am going to tell my story here, piece by piece, category by category: my autobiography.

Jean-Jacques Rousseau wrote, as the preface to his own:

I am undertaking an enterprise without precedent, whose accomplishment will have no imitator. I mean to present my fellow mortals with a man in all the truth of nature; and this man shall be myself. Myself alone. I know my own heart and understand mankind. I am made unlike anyone I have ever met; I dare believe I am unlike anyone in existence.

I am not Rousseau, and I have no desire to be Rousseau. Quite the opposite. When I meet someone for the first time, I see them as an entirely different being. It is through conversation that bridges get built and common ground slowly reveals itself. That is what I find delightful. My hope is that, by reading me, you will feel as though you are having a conversation with me, and perhaps even find yourself reflected in me.

And

Vietnam in a Single Image

I lived in Vietnam (that is the right word: this country is far more alive than France) for a year. Impossible to describe, so I often end up describing the house I was living in as a way of describing the country itself.

In Saigon, I was living at ldb’s place. At ldb’s place, there was ldb, his Vietnamese girlfriend, a Vietnamese friend of his Vietnamese girlfriend, L: a Vietnamese scammer, G: the only white homeless man in Saigon, A: an Erithrean banned from Saigon, a dog (which got stolen from us), two cats, and a monkey (which was strangled to death by ldb’s next girlfriend).

#ldb #vietnam

Better dead than red.

Ive lived one year in Vietnam, best year of my life. I could write for hours about this martian yesr, but ill say judt one thing: i was an employee of a whorehouse/brothel (the most popular in Saigon). Ive seen many many horrible stuff.

Ghost is an amazing band. Tobias Forge, the frontmzn, is vaguely satanic (hes a Lavayan), but this is fake satanism, its judt that it brings many moneys, Forge is a good salesman.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5mX3NkA7jM

Im a christian and i listen to Ghost everyday.

I listen to really forbidden music also, not because of the politics idc about that, just this bands are the best black metal bands by far. If u wanna know about it, ask me.

And also Becky Chambers is a wonderful writer. I hope ill interview her.

Nazi mods fuck off.

PHILIPPIANS 4:6-7. “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

Ill continue to post again & again bout everything, but only in this thread, until the fucking mods talk to me & explain themselves

I left R*ddit because of censorship ffs.

Mods! Have some balls.

Ok so La Souris Déglinguée was a French apolitic punk/streetpunk band.

The singer, Tai Luc (RIP) was a friend of mine.

He was both a punk/skin and a monk (no drugs, no booze, no coffee, only tea).

Fans of LSD are either national-socialists or anarchist-communists.

Check these two wonderful vids:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=chQQwtK87X8

(2016, I was there)

&

In this other awesome song, TL mocks gently his radical fans, he makes fun lightly of extreme & violent righties & leftists (which is kinda brave):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mUTldgBd4h4

In the 80s, all live concerts of LSD finished by gigantic fights - nazis skins vs communists redskins znd anarchist punks.

But since the year 2000 till the last years all these peeps grew old & wiser

Plus in the live shows there were many other groops, like tibetans dressed traditionnaly, or chinese peeps.

ONE LAST THING

TL is viet so he hates communism. There are many anti-communism songs in their repertoire, and songs anti chinese communism ans anti Vietnam communism.

Well, they have balls: they played multiple times in China & in Vietnam.

Heres a live of LSD in China. A lot of Chinese people are fans of LSD.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cu5ND7k3jAA

PS:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvzmBhCpWvA

PSS: A photo of TL with a friend of mine. Unfortunately, he doesnt look good in this pic, he was exhausted this day.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UasTr3J7LYM

Theyre apolitics, they hate brainwashed nazis and anarchists-communists.