I’m not about to hang around and wait for the government to decide whether or not I’m allowed to be happy. So I’ve ordered a vial of enanthate. Hopefully it gets past customs, but if the internet is to be believed it probably won’t. Still, I might have my transmission fluid in a couple of weeks!


My dysphoria is almost entirety biochemical as far as I can tell. So it should have a positive effect, but there’s always a small chance that the underlying cause of my symptoms is not related to gender and the hormones won’t be what I need.